Friday, 4 July 2008

T.T..... depress

Sometime i feel life is nothing and it is easy to lost

Today i found a bird hiding itself under a car. it was a raining day, so i pity it and brought it up, some more i got a box for it. As that time, i was rushing, so i thought put it on the stair, then went out.

After came back from outside, i found the bird disappear. I thought it might just weak but can fly already. However, i told myself to find it, so i went out to find.
Finally, i found it hidden under the steel gate. i got it up. Suddenly, some people come and see. The bird fly away..........

What i thought before, it could fly that mean it was ok. So, this time i really didnt try to find it and also because a lot people there.

During i watch my movie, my mom and sis came back. My mom said that she was accidentally step a death bird, all its organs coming out. When i heard it, i feel sudden down, so i continued ask my mom where she met.

Unfortunately, what she described is surely the same bird as where my mom met it was the place i saw it fly to.

Maybe if i put it safely, it would not come down from the staircase
Maybe if i found it, i should hold it tightly
Maybe if i calmed it, it would not scare away......

But chances are seldom happening, no 'maybe' will happen again, if the time past......

And i have to learn how to accept my guilty

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